I can't fathom the extreme goodness of God.
I can't comprehend the pure evil of our world.
There is victory here right? There is victory in knowing the battle is already won. There is suppose to be hope here. There is suppose to be the knowledge that we are living for something greater and that God is with us. Yet when you meet children who have been physically abused their whole life, children who desire suicide, or the threatened violence to others and yourself. I think you begin to question how purely evil the evil in our world is. I can't understand it. I can't comprehend the thoughts of so many and consistently I feel like I am failing.
There needs to be goodness here. There needs to be something to hold onto to be able to make it out of such deep darkness and pain. There has to be a light at the end of the tunnel. I know I see it. I know I have seen it. Yet so many are being crippled by their fears. Satan is alive and well. He is alive and fighting. He is bringing people down from Skyway bridge into the depths of his evil.
The desire to end it all is real. I have seen people. I have heard personal stories and I am aware of this. I am crippled by recognizing the complete brokenness of our world. I am ready to go home now. I am ready for Jesus to come back now. I am ready for people to stop living this way and recognize the beauty and hope that comes from the love of a Father who loves you. He loves you. He will never say one bad thing about you. He will never pick on you. He will never bully you. He will never cheat on you. He will never leave you. I desire for people to know this. I desire to be a spokesmen in the pits of hell to tell people to turn back to the Savior of the world who created them, knows them by name, and loves them.
Underground Church
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